It’s over. I’m done. I finally did it. No more fooling around. After avoiding the problem for over 2 weeks I finally confronted the situation.
I ripped that contract in half! I went to his house today and straight up told him. Nah I’m just kidding I suck at talking to boys. Well.. straight boys of course.
He leaned over touched my leg and was about to kiss me. I pulled back and said “I need to tell you something” he looked at me all weird with his big huge puppy eyes. I was scared all I said was “OMG I don’t know how to say this, stop staring at me while I think” I literally sat there like an idiot for 2 minutes and he finally said “let me guess you don’t want to do this anymore” I smiled and responded yes.
I told him that I just couldn’t do this anymore. I am on the search for a boyfriend not for a boy toy. All though we did amazing things I just couldn’t do it anymore. He was dragging me down. He was an all time stalker.
But it’s done with and I am happy. I can date any boy I want with out having him on my ass asking me who and where I was at.
I mean we were just friends with benefits we swore to each other that it would be nothing else and how we could see other people. I guess that only meant for him.
All I could do is smile and be happy that I am on the loose and ready to goose?? (I tried to rhyme)